60 plays 1 week ago | 4 notes | posted by: bubbleberryHere’s the latest single of my best buddy in real life and also in music. The lyrics are just beautiful and well-written. Honestly, I’ve been tuning this on repeat lately. This song can also be downloaded via 4shared. If you don’t find this song beautiful to you, I bet you might have to check on your hearing sensors. Here’s to the great talent, Suhaila Asmadi.Here’s an original song by me, Glass Half Full. Written, composed and recorded by myself in my own purple bedroom, by the window one lonely night. Probably some of you can relate to this song. Enjoy :)
Lyrics:
Staring out my window
Imagining the ticking go slower
Just enough for me to rearrange
the mismatched puzzle pieces
While I am listening to your favourite tune
I hum to the moon
Secretly wishing your heart cracks open for me soon
But no, I’m just too old
for believing in fairy dusts and magic wands
And so, I’ll just go
take a step back, try to see the glass half full
I see my glass half full
Or so I think, so
As I’m whisking around in these spinning hands
I draw a borderline
Indestructible, so I won’t cross any more
Long lost to my own frustration
This tension’s further than it should go
So hand me those tools
I’ll stop my heart from beating for you
Oh, I’m running out of breath
from throwing dices and flipping coins
And though I don’t wanna go
I’ve to take a step back, figure out,
see my glass half full
I see my glass half full
I pray, I’ll see the day
When you’ll finally come to your senses
And it may, no it may not be the same
But I still believe in chances
So no, I’m not too old
for believing in fairy dusts and magic wands
Oh, I’ll catch my breath
Try my luck in throwing dices and flipping coins
And no, I won’t go
Just take a step back, try to see my glass half full
I see my glass half full
So I step away from the window
Knowing the ticking won’t go any slower.
Hello people. Today’s post will be about my awesomely awesome girlfriend Biha. She’s my one and only girlfriend that i treat as a girlfriend. Since asasi. Hehehe. How we met? It’s a funny story actually. It was during orientation. I swear to God that i was at first so very afraid of her as she had this super gangster + gothic look. I was … very blank and blur as i was pretty much suffering from culture shock at that time. When we started talking, i automatically felt comfortable around her. She was so much fun to talk to. We had soooo many things in common. We like to story-story you know. Every time we sit nearby the toilet we would exchange stories bout our lives. Like really deep stories. Sometimes funny, sometimes scary but most of the time horny. LOL. Biha has been a very dear friend of mine. We didn’t really have loads of memories like how i had with the Fresh&Co, but we were best of friends, eh, girlfriends. sorry. Things bout Biha that I feel the world should know that I know that I’d like you to know are … :P
She is one hot ragazza ( girl in italian) hehehe. She’s amazingly sexy voice, especially when she wakes up in the morning. Kan kan kan syg?? :P
Girlfriend to my dear brother Nurali Syahid, she discovered skating and wanted to try. I’m sure if she’d start skating, she’d be a million times more popular than she is now. She’d be conquering skate parks and probably challenge Syah. :P
LIL’ MISS FASHIONISTA. L’amante della moda. This picture made me realize that my baby goth girl has become a fashionista. It made me craze for her even more. Hehehe. Dah la sexy, pun boleh sexy lagi. Kalau lepas ni pakai lagi sexy, i have no words to describe her dah :D
Aah. Ze girl in the dress. See the transformation? This diva is simply gorgeous! She can make herself look amazing in absolutely anything people! She’s special and pretty like that. However, she told me that her goth side is still in her which i still fail to believe until …. I’ll tell you in a while.
ZE HAIR! She killed barbie! She’s now THE BARBIE! Super fuckin adorable la this mak cik! I was like…… OMG! Takkan kot. it was sooooo hard for me to actually believe that this was the new her. I was stunned, amazed and also jealous for the fact that i can never look good with a fringe, actually, my hairdresser said i cannot have a fringe. sad…. until… SHE TOLD ME ITS A WIG! I was more upset, knowing that she didnt cut her hair like that for real. This was also when she convinced me that she’s still goth and that she’ll always have that side in side of her. I still love you :*
Meet ze gangster and goth queen that i first knew. This was the girl that i was once scared of, whom now i can’t live without. I love this bitch(in a good way eh syg, I’m not talking bad tau.i love you) so damn fuckin much tau. Gangster macam mana pun, gothic macam mana pun, she has the heart of an angel and the smile of a princess. I wanna pinch her cheeks so the very much now!
Biha Biha. Happy Birthday sayang. I hope this little yet long yang tak long sangat blog post will make you smile throughout the day. If i were there, you know i’d go carzy and i’d probably plan something bizarre too. Baby, i sayang you and i rindu you to the max. May Allah bless you with a long, happy, memorable journey through life and May he bless you with all the good things in life. Take care of yourself and always always remember that when you need someone or when you think your’e alone or when you feel like screaming or when you feel like crying, MAIN HOON NA.
ILOVEYOUSODAMNFUCKINMUCHNABIHAMOHDYUSOFANDIFOREVERWILL! ♥
2 weeks ago | 1 note | posted by: bubbleberry
Goodnight lovelies. Here’s a pretty lullaby. Imagine yourself slow dancing on the patio to the song on a rainy day in the arms of a loved one. Pure bliss :)
2 weeks ago | posted by: bubbleberry
Another song from my dear brother and his amazingly talented friend Suhaila Asmadi. This song is just… wow. I’m speechless. Listening to them was like picturing two of my favorite Malaysian artists singing a duet. What i would say about these two people is that they’re definitely the next Reza Salleh & Yunalis Zarai. Voices that are perfectly perfect for a duet. As a friend and a sister, I am so proud of him. The moment I heard the song, I immediately downloaded it, ran down to my car to get my pendrive, ran up, transferred it, ran back down, started the car and listened to it. I know it’s weird that I had to run to the car to listen to it again, but the thing is, listening to it, in my car, makes me feel closer to him and it allows me to ‘feel’ the song. Many memories were created in my car. Memories that re-live when i hear my lil’ brother sing. Congratulations loves for creating an amazing song.
132 plays 2 weeks ago | 12 notes | posted by: bubbleberryNIGHT WALTZ - IZZUL SYAFIQ MAZLAN & SUHAILA ASMADI
In the night, I see streetlights
Softly fading, gently traveling
In the night
.
In my head, I see you
Whispering love, and less infatuation
In my head
.
Though the cold night air can take me away
Still the fraction of your voice made us stay
.
In the night, in my head
All the shadows waltzing and taunting and,
In the dark, between the tears
Questions hovering over my fears
.
Between these walls,
I am struggling, battling and fighting this war
Slower down, I’m starting to drown
Between these walls
.
Though the cold night air can take me away
Still the fraction of your voice made us stay
.
In the night, in my head
All the shadows waltzing and taunting and,
In the dark, between the tears
Questions hovering over my fears
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Song and lyrics by Izzul Syafiq Mazlan and Suhaila Asmadi. Lonely nights and intruded minds have led us to this. Here’s Night Waltz and thanks for listening!
“Well, well. It’s 2012! A whole new year ahead of me!” - This was me until 3pm on New Year’s Day.
It has been a rather mixed-up-emotion day today. On New Year’s Eve, In a way i was so excited for a new year. I was listing up my resolutions, updating what needs to be updated and i even drafted a text to be sent to my loved ones. After drafting, i was like, why wait for midnight. Everyone’s gonna wait for midnight to send their texts. So, i sent my text around 9pm to 72 friends of mine. It was a long and apologetic text. I felt great after all texts were successfully sent. Moments after, my cousin came in telling me that we were gonna go see the fireworks! Bloody excited i was! We were all ready by 10pm and we left the house by 10.30pm. My siblings and I, were excited as hell. Like some malays would say, jakun giler! Yes, ladies & gents. It was our first time ever seeing the fireworks on New Year, live ,outside home! We decided to go to Queensbay as we didn’t want to camp in the car If we were to go to Gurney. When we reached Queensbay, we were pretty much frustrated with the crowd there. It was full of babies and kids crying and nagging to go home. Also not forgetting 5 or 6 (can’t really remember) drag queens on stage making the crowd dance. We were pretty much annoyed, so we went to the west wing cause we knew that the view is gonna be better from there. We waited and waited and my siblings started to crack up stupid jokes which got us laughing so hard not realizing that it was minutes till midnight. As we were waiting for the countdown, we were surprised by the unexpected fireworks which appeared 2 minutes earlier. There was no countdown which pulled me down. I was massively frustrated. The moment the fireworks were out, we went straight to the car and headed to McDonalds (an hour after escaping the traffic at the parking spot). We bought us some burgers and headed home.
In the morning, I woke up with such high expectations to get New Year texts and replies. I’d like to thank these people so so much for making me feel so appreciated that morning
- Kumar
- Izzul Syafiq
- Haffiz Dali
- Terry
- Ammar Fansuri
- Baihaqi
- Ilham Affendi
- Syeera
- Hazim
- Reno
- Eija
- Hunny
- Ireen
- Zharif
- Aliffi (Apek)
- Dydy
- Musadique
- Aunty Anum
- Ryan
- Nadia Azreen
Thank you again loved ones. However, i was pretty let down by the amount of replies. I expected at least a simple Happy New Year or I Miss You from some of them but i guess they were busy or something. Well, I’m not gonna let that stand in my way to have a great day ahead. As the day passed, i realized that i had a special event to attend at noon. Kikie’s aqiqah to celebrate Baby Ben :)
It was such a beautiful moment to see my own bestfriend holding her first baby boy. She made us girls feel like we’re part of her little family. Thank you Kikie. We love baby Benyamin Rafael. Moving on, we (my sister & I) were there for two hours. When we reached home, my mum had yummy lunch cooked for us. What made lunch great that day was the presence of my dad who is rarely at home. We had lunch and we had some laughs thanks to my two hilarious brothers. After lunch, we had a short cleaning session, as we cleaned parts of the house since we’re finally guests free. We had guests coming over since we moved in. When everything was clean, we went up, wore baggy clothes and watched TV together. Maan. Heard of this movie? It’s a hindi movie. A must-watch really. We memorized the songs since we were little. After the credits started appearing, my dad decided to take us out for a new year dinner. We were pumped up and our tummies instantly started humming. Dad brought us to Straits Quay for dinner. There were three live bands which got me dancing in public. It was a fun dinner. Felt like the last time we had dinner together was a century ago. Alhamdulillah, i feel a slight change this year. Other than the change that my parents are more lovey dovey as days come, i also sense more love and closeness in the family. je t’aime ma famille
As the night was coming to an end, i felt so emotional. I had no idea why! I just felt lonely and undiscovered and sad. I started picturing life without the people i love, and i swear, I’ve never cried so bad like i did then. It would feel like there’s no life left in this world. I then felt like i needed to talk to someone. So i started to browse through my contacts and there were 193 contacts but what i saw was “don’t bug me”, “i’m not available for you tonight” and lots more. My imaginations were pretty wild. I started tearing up again. Missing all my friends. wanting them to send me a text rather than me texting them all the time. Then, IM’s started popping up one after another. In a way, this like ‘popping up’ thing is like a sign. Or a message. I’m gonna take this as a sign from Allah, a sign to not give up so soon, to not grieve on things that we not know the reason why it happened, to move on with life, to be strong, to be patient and to be a better person who doesn’t cry over little things like no replied texts. Ya Allah, thank you for blessing me with such a beautiful sign or in other words an amazing gift after having a slightly emotional day. After one conversation ended, another one comes up. These people who IM’ed me tonight made my New Year’s day worth known as a special day. Thank you guys,for popping up. I shall now smile myself to sleep.
Hazim Shafik
Hirzi Zulkiflie
Nik Ahmad Shahazri
Afzal
Khairil Azhar
Tonight’s soundtrack :
Izzul Syafiq Mazlan
Adele
Boyz II Men
One of my friends whom i’ve treated as a brother passed away last night. I only found out about the news this morning as i was heading back to Penang. I was shocked when i heard bout it. He was indeed a good friend and brother who was always there when i needed him. We weren’t all that close but it didn’t matter to him whether we were close or not. All that mattered to him was to make others feel better with his silly jokes and acts. He made me feel comfortable whenever there’s awkwardness. I feel so sad as i can’t be there for the funeral, but do know this dear friend, you’ll always be in my heart and i’ll forever remember you and cherish the memories we had. Now, it’s your time to rest. One day, we’ll meet again, in heaven Insyaallah.
YOU WILL BE MISSED FIRD. MAY ALLAH GRANT YOU WITH AL-JANNAH. MY PRAYERS WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU. AL-FATIHAH.
1 month ago | posted by: bubbleberrylove. when you truly care for someone.. you don’t look at faults, you don’t look for answers.. you don’t look for mistakes.. INSTEAD, you fight the mistakes, you accept faults and you overlook, and forgive excuses.
The measure of love is when you love without measure. The chance of meeting someone whom you love, and loves you in return is truly and utterly rare.
SO, once you have it.. don’t let go. cherish the moments be it bitter or sweet. Ride the roller-coaster of life and love. Because the chance might never come your way again. :)
~ Terry Nur Iman
It has been ages since i posted something here. Life has been very touh for me lately. The fact that 2011 is near its end makes me feel so.. well, my feelings are indescribable. Many things have happened to me this year. Beautiful memorable things and also some very heartbreaking things.
The one thing that keeps on hitting my mind is me being single. Ever since my last breakup, i have been single for a year plus. I’ve never felt so lonely really. But i learned a lot throughout my ‘single’ period. I learned to be more independant and strong. To tell you the truth, i’ve never felt stronger. For the past few years, I’ve always had someone by my side ; to lean on, to cry on. But not this year. I’ve been alone as ever since i started studying here in Penang. I do call up some friends sometimes, but to call them always, never fails to make me feel that i’m being an annoying person bugging other people’s lives. But when they’re in front of me, that’s a whole other story :D
To be continued …. :)
1 month ago | posted by: bubbleberryAnother hit by my lil brother, Izzul Syafiq Mazlan
101 plays 1 month ago | 9 notes | posted by: bubbleberrySomething that I wrote a long time ago. This is Weaker.
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Everything for you was easy
Take back simple things from the start
If only I can put you straight from what had happened
Feel my pain and grab my heart
Things you’ve said were never true
Shattered my eyes and lingered my feet
In disguise you vain that things would be for me
With sharp strong thorns that scarred my veins
Though you punctured poison deeply
Though you killed me with your words
Felt so weak and fatigue on my own
Felt so weak, weaker and weaker
1 month ago | 185 notes | posted by: bubbleberryI wish to express my deepest condolences to the whole Zarith Nadhira’s family. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you as you face this transitional time in your life. May God grant all of you strength to carry on and may Rara’s soul rest in peace. Al-Fatihah.
Contribution for Rara Zikry’s medical expenses
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Contribution-for-Rara-Zikrys-medical-expenses/108780165888786
Oh! Media Review
http://www.ohtidak.com/oh-semoga-allah-permudahkan-urusan-rara-zikry/
Al-fatihah
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